The first question someone asks when they find out I’m pregnant is, “How are you feeling?” As terrible as it may sound, the answer usually amounts to, “sick and tired.” Yep. Sick and tired.
Sick: Everyone has heard the term morning sickness. Everyone knows that morning sickness is a clear symptom of pregnancy. Here’s the thing: IT DOESN’T JUST HAPPEN IN THE MORNING! Seriously. Sometimes it’s more like all day sickness, which is exactly what I experienced until about two weeks ago. To be clear, I have always been able to keep food down. There has been no actual throwing up. Just constant nausea. I did my best to consider every moment of nausea as a reminder of the little miracle growing inside me. Some days that was more difficult than others. J
Tired: Growing a baby is exhausting. I don’t know another way to say it. So, while the nausea has stopped, I’m still just tired. And, the fact that I’m waking up randomly one, two, three, sometimes four times a night doesn’t help. I’ve come to the conclusion that this is God’s way of preparing me for sleepless nights and functioning on little sleep.
Some of you may be thinking, “wow, only the second post and all she’s doing is complaining!” Actually, I’m just being honest. I am THRILLED to be pregnant! I can’t tell you how much I love it. There are no words. But, when people ask (and you did by reading my blog), I’m honest. I’ve been sick. I’m still tired. However, I am also immeasurably thankful for this baby and all that pregnancy brings with it. Now, I may go take a nap. J
Mandy